To tell the truth.....

I'm scared beyond belief. I've tried to tell some people about it, but they don't seem to understand the severity of the situation. I don't think I said anything about the premonitions. Maybe that would make them understand more. I cried for like an hour last night. I was shaking so badly. I had to pray for comfort and even then i was still quite a bit nervous. This is the fourth time this has ever happened in my life. Every other time has come true... I think this one might, too. The worst part is the feeling of helplessness. There's nothing i can do to prevent it.